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blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
had jess' 21st last night. dinner. the imperial. tryst. her hotel room at the como on chapel.
home around 7am.
sleep till 3pm.
work.
gay.
miss matt's 21st. great. another week will go by without seeing loz and burga... if they even care.
monday. work all day.
tuesday. work all day.
weds. uni all day.
thurs. work all day.
fri. uni all day.
saturday. sleep.
i hate safeway. and i hate media.
fuck this for a fucking joke im so depressed. i wish i could get out of it but i cant.
fucking danny keeps ringing me. can he fuck off.
i wish i wasn't here. gah.
i want to go somewhere remote and sit down at a computer and write and not resurface until its done.
im so tired. i know i sound like a wanker but its really frigging draining studying again after so long away and work. my god. i am actually crying right now because safeway serves as a stark reminder that i am still exactly where i was 18 months ago. and its dark.
when?
had jess' 21st last night. dinner. the imperial. tryst. her hotel room at the como on chapel.
home around 7am.
sleep till 3pm.
work.
gay.
miss matt's 21st. great. another week will go by without seeing loz and burga... if they even care.
monday. work all day.
tuesday. work all day.
weds. uni all day.
thurs. work all day.
fri. uni all day.
saturday. sleep.
i hate safeway. and i hate media.
fuck this for a fucking joke im so depressed. i wish i could get out of it but i cant.
fucking danny keeps ringing me. can he fuck off.
i wish i wasn't here. gah.
i want to go somewhere remote and sit down at a computer and write and not resurface until its done.
im so tired. i know i sound like a wanker but its really frigging draining studying again after so long away and work. my god. i am actually crying right now because safeway serves as a stark reminder that i am still exactly where i was 18 months ago. and its dark.
when?