Feb 12, 2005 13:17
fuckin yea last night was fun as fuck, wasa drunk as FUCK and woke up still drunk. but fuckin, im goin to look at sumthin this commin week so i might not b leavin state. but i am cuttin off alot of my "friends" and these so called people who "care" about me. where i move only people i trust and respect will kno where it is. or have any means of contacting me, cuz to tell the truth shiiiit i dont want shit to do wit alot of people no more. fuckin when i make this move ima have to quit smoking bud and drinkin, but shit u kno it is what it is. I wanna get my life on track, so that means every 1 who been lying to me, been talkin shit can say goodbye, cuz u wont hear from me or see me anymore. u kno? so its like this, if i aint talk to u or i ignore u... get tha fuckin hint ight? im bout to get my life back together and i dont need som shady lying ass people around me. fuckin' as for girls, shit i dont want one or need one for while, i realized that they all on som other shit. lies, corruption, and assumtions that only thing that come out most of they mouths. so fuck em, im sure one day ill find a girl worth taking time for u kno? havnt yet, tho im sure one day i will.
Life's a bitch u kno? like i quoted b4 "To live is to suffer, but to survive is to find meaning in the suffering" and thats what im finna to do. shit i had most of my fun ya kno? ima b 20 this year and i think its bout time to grow up a bit and let stupid shit go. Im tired of all the childish shit u kno? fuckin who evers wants to talk shit about me go right ahead, i dont care. Im so sick of wasting my time on caring what people say, fucking if yall got sumthin bad to say about me go right ahead, cuz only stupid people will believe and the ones who matter wont so fuck it. So wit all this said, im finna to do tha damn thang and forget stupid shit. So im outz for now, hopefully nothing but good shit ahead.