i can't wait.

[fuckdaglitz]

i went home this weekend. some parts of it were nice. some parts were a little hectic. but i love that city and so many things about it. i needed to go home and enjoy the little things that i took for granted. my favorite part was eating oatmeal my mom made for me and waking up to her sitting on the side of my bed rubbing my face.

i use to snap at her whenever she would come into my room early in the morning and hug me because i was always so tired, but here when you dont receive that kind of affection it was more than welcome.

i cant comprehend the happiness i felt earlier today. i slept only two hours last night so i came back to my room to try and nap after class but instead i just sat there hugging my teddy bear so hard with a huge smile on my face. i bet if megan had walked in, i would have definitely looked like a weirdo. im not sure if it's going to happen yet, but if it does i have no idea what i'll do with myself. it will be way to cool, im just not trying to get my hopes up.

the future excites me.