so angry and no one to vent to
I really hate myself sometimes. Why do I do shit for people? Why is it that I care so much about the people around me that I actually try to help? No one gives a fuck, who the hell would step in and help me? And even when I try to help people they blow me off, don't listen, do whatever the fuck it is they want to do anyway.
You'd think that a FRIEND, removed from the situations themselves, would have a pretty legit opinion on whatever is going on. You'd think, that a FRIEND, who CARES ABOUT YOU, would only have your best interests at heart. You'd think they'd be able to see things clearly, and you'd think someone would listen.
But the truth of the matter is, people are fucking selfish. All they want is their next high, their next orgasm, their next free meal. People don't give a shit about anything but WHATS IN IT FOR THEM.
SO THIS IS FOR YOU "FRIENDS" I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT, FOR YOU WHO I GIVE MY ADVICE, CHANGE MY PLANS, RUSH TO YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU NEED SOMEONE. FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU. AND FUCK YOUR PROBLEMS. BECOME AN ALCOHOLIC AND DO ALL THE DRUGS YOU WANT, BE MISERABLE, PUT YOURSELF DOWN AND KEEP IGNORING EVERYONE THAT CARES ABOUT YOU. KEEP FUCKING EVERY SCUMBAG THAT WINKS AT YOU. KEEP LETTING PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER YOU. KEEP YOURSELF IN THIS PATHETIC CYCLE OF FALSE AFFECTION AND CASUAL SEX. HAVE FUN.
AND FUCK YOU.
You'd think that a FRIEND, removed from the situations themselves, would have a pretty legit opinion on whatever is going on. You'd think, that a FRIEND, who CARES ABOUT YOU, would only have your best interests at heart. You'd think they'd be able to see things clearly, and you'd think someone would listen.
But the truth of the matter is, people are fucking selfish. All they want is their next high, their next orgasm, their next free meal. People don't give a shit about anything but WHATS IN IT FOR THEM.
SO THIS IS FOR YOU "FRIENDS" I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT, FOR YOU WHO I GIVE MY ADVICE, CHANGE MY PLANS, RUSH TO YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU NEED SOMEONE. FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU. AND FUCK YOUR PROBLEMS. BECOME AN ALCOHOLIC AND DO ALL THE DRUGS YOU WANT, BE MISERABLE, PUT YOURSELF DOWN AND KEEP IGNORING EVERYONE THAT CARES ABOUT YOU. KEEP FUCKING EVERY SCUMBAG THAT WINKS AT YOU. KEEP LETTING PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER YOU. KEEP YOURSELF IN THIS PATHETIC CYCLE OF FALSE AFFECTION AND CASUAL SEX. HAVE FUN.
AND FUCK YOU.