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well im back home. my friend picked me up, we went to a party, my friend drank one jelly shot and he got all drunk with just that shot LOL. anyways, afterwards, he took me out to eat to apple bees, cuz i was craving that oriental chicken salad, damn it was good! then we met up with my old friend adam, and we were just cruisin, and adam took me home
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Someone who loves you would do way more than that for you.
Of course he'll try to take care of you. He's not a moron. You are having his kid, and he knows that. But it's a contradiction to say that he is succesfully taking care of you, simply because by hitting you, he is harming not only you, but even more so the baby. And not necessarily in a physical way, but the distress you feel out of the anger, sadness or fear he instills in you the moment he hits you, your baby feels is as well. You have to remember, the baby is a part of you. emotionally and physically.
So who do You love more? The child you carry and yourself, or the violence ridden guy who can't control himself, not even for you? Who do you respect more? Who do you live for?
The baby is better off not being in a hostile situation. The way I see things, if you don't leave this guy for yourself, leave him for your kid. There is a world out there of people who do love you and can help take care of you. You shouldn't be taking this from anybody.
And I say, wait to look for a love again. Right now you have a lot going for you, that maybe you don't need a guy just yet. I think you'll know when the right guy is in your life. You'll know it, and you'll feel it. Love isn't something you just hear, love is felt. How can you feel love, if it's coming from an environment like the one you left? If you stay with him, then what was the point of leaving?
-Hitomi
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