I'm really scared that I'm starting to learn things about myself that I've been tamping down for a really, really long time.

I don't know how to bring this up to anybody except for Brandon. I have an appointment with a psychologist on the 15th of November, so maybe this will be the beginning of the end of this stage of my life. Hopefully.

I really think I'm going to need a different therapist. Things are just not working out with Dr. Lidstone. Now that I'm on disability I can go see an actual psychologist because they pay for all of my medical expenses, so. Yeah. I'm really glad I can pursue other avenues now. Things have really gotten out of hand. I feel like a lot of the time ( Read more... )