Half a headache from seriously skipping the gym this week - I'll go tomorrow, promise. My father's energetic voice still echoing in my ears. The smell of fresh catfood in my nose. Last traces of frozen yoghurt on my tongue. A bluegrey dress in perfect evening light. A stack of paper with design drawings to my left, Handbuch der Ornamentik to my ( Read more... )

Empty stomach and eyes burning of tiredness. Elation (again): I won't have to go to the vet today. Zaz singing fafafala and a head full of energy. Now to use it!

Upset stomach and diminishing adrenaline high, British voices still echoing in my ear ( Read more... )

• So I had an internet identity crisis. Now I have four major accounts for four different layers: lovelife (lowest), private (lower), public (upper) and official (uppermost ( Read more... )

( To let two comics speak for me: )

Erkältung #7 and counting...

Verflucht noch eins, ich kann echt nur hoffen, dass sich mein Leben nächste Woche wieder einkriegt. Wenn das Semester in Schwung geraten ist und nicht mehr mit aller Kraft angeschoben werden muss. Oder wenigstens im November, wenn ich nur noch einen Job "nebenher" statt zweien habe. Ich muss aufpassen, dass ich nicht ständig herumjammere, ist ja ( Read more... )

From a very recent, awesome dream:

Forge a sword
from my blood
play a tune
on my bones
eat my heart and burn my hair
so I will find you.

Other than that this day had one hidden in-joke: Prof. E. and her brother were such a tightly knit couple back in the day that they were known and feared as "Brüderchen und Schwesterchen". Na denn.

• I'm in Halle right now, Japanese Studies Convention of DOOM
• Instead of listening to lectures, Frau E., the other employees and me went to art and history museums today. Well. Instead of working on my academic career in Japanese studies... I go look at art. Telling.
• Still coughing, yes.
• Still SO fucking tired all the time.
• MondayI was working on denial ( Read more... )