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Nov 28, 2008 10:13

hi everyone, been going through some tough times as I mentioned in my last post. I think i need to start posting more it might help in my whole process of trying to feel better. I have lost 3 whole pounds since i been alone! woo hoo and ive been working out so much its great. Yesterday I ate nothing all day until thanksgiving dinner. I had like 4 glasses of wine and i was so buzzed! So i ate some stuffing and corn and that was it. Later i had some pumpkin pie and lots of whip cream. I absolutelyl love whip cream. It was so much food for me and with the alcohol I got so sick. I ended up purging everything. Then I got home and i was hungry, so I ate a bowl of chips with sour cream, then I purged it. I just had to. I dont want to fall back into that horrible habit. I cant let that happen.

Right now drinking a coffee with some whip cream on top. YUM. Im allowing myself since Im going to spin class today.
My workouts I did this past week:
Mon - 40 min elliptical
Tues- 40 min elliptical - lunch, spin class - pm
Wed- 45 min elliptical - lunch, 40 min cybex and weights - pm
Thurs - off
Fri - spin class - lunch, might do yoga tonight?
Sat and Sun, not sure yet?

I need some major thinspo to get through today. I kind of went nuts last night, since im at my parents house, i was still buzzed up when we came home and i kept on saying how fat and ugly i am. My dad just confronted me right now and said to stop staying stupid shit like that and what the hell is my problem.




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