Turn the page...
I just finished a chapter in my life. It's all part of the same book, but one chapter is over.
This creates mixed emotions.
The shock of the new chapter is not sending me screaming into the saftey of my shadows. It is just a matter of settleing into the new surroundings. The last chapter kinda eased out. There was no sharp conclusion. No dramatic final fight with rocket launchers. Simple chains of events, long sighs, slow tears, growing chasems, spinning confusion, being lost, quite moments, unmentioned events and it slipped in like a whisper.
Like looking at something through binoculars on the horizion and then removing them to find "it" standing right in front of you.
I am not looking to turn around and retreat. I am just still settleing into my new surroundings. That and I am over worked, under paid and somewhat stressed. I am on a commercial shoot in Florida. I have been here since May 17th. Things are tight... we are headed towards the wire... and the cards are stacked poorly.
I will of course over take this beast. It is just a bit taxing at the moment.
I am done blabbering. It doesn't feel good tonight.
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This creates mixed emotions.
The shock of the new chapter is not sending me screaming into the saftey of my shadows. It is just a matter of settleing into the new surroundings. The last chapter kinda eased out. There was no sharp conclusion. No dramatic final fight with rocket launchers. Simple chains of events, long sighs, slow tears, growing chasems, spinning confusion, being lost, quite moments, unmentioned events and it slipped in like a whisper.
Like looking at something through binoculars on the horizion and then removing them to find "it" standing right in front of you.
I am not looking to turn around and retreat. I am just still settleing into my new surroundings. That and I am over worked, under paid and somewhat stressed. I am on a commercial shoot in Florida. I have been here since May 17th. Things are tight... we are headed towards the wire... and the cards are stacked poorly.
I will of course over take this beast. It is just a bit taxing at the moment.
I am done blabbering. It doesn't feel good tonight.
-e-