blah
i just feel so blah right now that i don't even really feel like writing. i'm horny....which makes me very blah if i don't get any. i'm lonely. he just took a shower and i know he jerked off cuz when he got out the shower his dick was kind of big. i notice these things, i know these things. i hate that i know these things and are this observant. but it pisses me off that he jerks off and i'm here. he could just fuck me. but it doesn't do the same for him for whatever reason. so blah....and i have a shit ton of housework to do and laundry and i don't want to do any of it