When I Crunch the Numbers They Crunch Me Back
I looked through my older posts on the subject of Numerology this weekend. Spurred by them, I found a website that helped me to find my "Essence" numbers. These supposedly tell you where you were in the past, where you are now and where you will be in the future. So I crunched my numbers through to 2014...
And I don't like what I see. Because it both makes sense and scares me.
According to my chart, in 2004 I entered an incompatible phase in my life, that is supposed to end at the end of this year. That seems to bear out, as it was the year I lost my job in Pigeon Forge and went into a funk that has stayed with me till now. Next year, the chart promises that I'll get some serious opportunities that if I pursue them and work hard, they will pay off. But the scary part is that starting 2010 (this same chart predicts that) I'll go through a very difficult time of the kind I haven't seen since adolescence. Back then, my grandparents were dying from horrible bouts with cancer, I had trouble reining in my emotions and getting along with people, and things were out of control. And this coming run is to last SIX YEARS!
What's worse is, my "Destiny" number seems to suggest I'm supposed to be in such problematic times most of my life. That I'm SUPPOSED to suffer karmic pain and be crazy, violent, anti-social and unhappy. That it somehow makes me a better person.
Don't let ANYBODY tell you living on the edge is cool. I hate it. And I don't like looking forward to more of it.
FP
And I don't like what I see. Because it both makes sense and scares me.
According to my chart, in 2004 I entered an incompatible phase in my life, that is supposed to end at the end of this year. That seems to bear out, as it was the year I lost my job in Pigeon Forge and went into a funk that has stayed with me till now. Next year, the chart promises that I'll get some serious opportunities that if I pursue them and work hard, they will pay off. But the scary part is that starting 2010 (this same chart predicts that) I'll go through a very difficult time of the kind I haven't seen since adolescence. Back then, my grandparents were dying from horrible bouts with cancer, I had trouble reining in my emotions and getting along with people, and things were out of control. And this coming run is to last SIX YEARS!
What's worse is, my "Destiny" number seems to suggest I'm supposed to be in such problematic times most of my life. That I'm SUPPOSED to suffer karmic pain and be crazy, violent, anti-social and unhappy. That it somehow makes me a better person.
Don't let ANYBODY tell you living on the edge is cool. I hate it. And I don't like looking forward to more of it.
FP