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Thanks for the kind words from everyone. That really meant a lot to me and has lifted me up emotionally. I'm going to complain about yesterday though because I just need to get it out.
Yesterday I took a nap because I was annoyed, tired and had nothing at the moment to do. I woke up to my brother yelling and threatening to wake me up, just trying to be an asshole to mom. We get into a verbal arguement, apparently I win because he spits on me. I take off after him, he's on my bed right and ready to fight. I give him one.
I ended up with my ass kicked and bleeding from some scratches. Mom during this whole time is hysteric, going out of her mind trying to fix and stop things. She calls my granny, my granny calls a neighbor. He comes in and blames my brother and I for everything. For the decay of the house, for the mess. Apparently we should pick up my mom's entire slack... I wasn't even able to defend myself very well because I was crying too hard.
Things got better and mom's actually going to go to Pinegrove soon for around five days. Today I'm nervous as Hell and feel a heavy pressure on my chest. I also found out that Zoni's mad as Hell at me. Hoo boy. I'll need to talk things over with her later.
I miss you guys and I hope I see you all more. You all really mean a lot to me, yeah? I hope especially to see you soon, Rose. That'd really make my day.
Yesterday I took a nap because I was annoyed, tired and had nothing at the moment to do. I woke up to my brother yelling and threatening to wake me up, just trying to be an asshole to mom. We get into a verbal arguement, apparently I win because he spits on me. I take off after him, he's on my bed right and ready to fight. I give him one.
I ended up with my ass kicked and bleeding from some scratches. Mom during this whole time is hysteric, going out of her mind trying to fix and stop things. She calls my granny, my granny calls a neighbor. He comes in and blames my brother and I for everything. For the decay of the house, for the mess. Apparently we should pick up my mom's entire slack... I wasn't even able to defend myself very well because I was crying too hard.
Things got better and mom's actually going to go to Pinegrove soon for around five days. Today I'm nervous as Hell and feel a heavy pressure on my chest. I also found out that Zoni's mad as Hell at me. Hoo boy. I'll need to talk things over with her later.
I miss you guys and I hope I see you all more. You all really mean a lot to me, yeah? I hope especially to see you soon, Rose. That'd really make my day.