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[frugar]

There has to be something more for me. I can never and will never be satisfied with this life. I will never be satisfied until I am in control. I shouldnt be forced to live like this, with this crap. I should not be forced to deal with the stupidity of those around me. I should be in control. I need to be in control.

I want something new. I want someone new. I need to be loved. Or atleast maybe liked.

And if not, I need to be hated. So I can hate.