It's always hard for me to leave home and head back up north, but I've always been ready to leave. Mentally, emotionally prepared. This is the first time when this hasn't been the case. I'm not ready to leave, I want more time.

I'm shocked, for the first time ever within a certain group of friends I am the only one who isn't single. It's kind of an odd thought.

It's been an interesting day and I've only been up for two hours. In the span of about fifteen minutes my mom hit the subjects of my grandma's recovery progress, my dad's recent health diagnosis (due to which I might be home at some point next month for a short while and for which I will be increasingly high strung), and then interrogated me about ( Read more... )

This time yesterday I thought I knew what I wanted. Today I have no idea. By this time tomorrow I will have changed my mind too many times to count and who knows where I will be.

On a side note, tomorrow my Grandma is having her ankle fused together.

So much anxiety at the moment.

I think this has been one of the worst weekends I've spent here and it's all because of some stupid stomach thing. I spent all of Thursday feeling like I was going to hurl and had to leave my second class early. Finally threw up around 6 and then threw up to more times in the night, one time just being water. Friday I proceeded to sleep most of the ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being cold all the time. I can handle it when it rains, but other than that I just want to be warm again. I know it was my choice to go to school in the frigid North, in the Midwest, in Chicago. The weather has been ultra spastic lately and due to this I have now started thinking of the 50-60 degree range as "warm" and "t-shirt weather ( Read more... )

Today was my first day on the job. I'm working at the Reskin and I'm excited. This morning there was a performance of Alice in Wonderland and I ended up filling in for a missing crew member. I'm kind of glad I wasn't on that show. It was complete chaos when I got there and during the show. It's still an interesting show. Once I was done with the ( Read more... )

So the wireless in my dorm is evil. It is evil because I can really only get about half an hour of internet time in before I get kicked off and/or my computer freezes. Which means that I have to just turn it off without going through the proper shut down process which is slowly killing my computer. My computer that I couldn't really replace if it ( Read more... )

I'm currently working on Dancing a Lughnasa, which as I've said several times I'm very excited to work on. It is running in rep with Alice in Wonderland. This means that we have to do this lovely thing called change over. This past week Alice was off so we could be in tech and tomorrow they have a pick up rehearsal before their performances start ( Read more... )

Our prelim season comes out in a week or two which means that by this time next quarter I'll should know what I'll be doing next year. The thought of this makes me so excited and nerves. I could be an ME, ALD, or even LD. Hopefully I will get to work on a show next year with my current ME. We get along and work well together ( Read more... )