Well, I guess I have no choice; I'm forced to make a decision that I expected to make a while from now. It's irritating, but in the end I really don't want to cause anyone to go nuts. So I guess I am going to have to make haste, even though I feel that it will COMPLETELY be the worse decision I make since..Well, being a whore.

I just don't want to make any decision at this point. Every word from here on out will be speculated and scrutinized until it becomes nothing. NOW I want to just listen.

Fuckin' hurts.

No, the sunshine never comes.