Mar 16, 2004 15:09
i would like a layout bad..any takers?
..and a new username..any suggestions?
im tired. im sick. and i have really bad cramps.
..i also need to find something that can help them because i feel like doubling over in pain and killing myself, and that is bad.
my aunt is still wacko, my dad came home yesterday after us because he couldn't take it anymore. my uncle is starting to get tired...
..my grandpa is back in the hospital for round 3 of chemo, somehow he got strep throat yesterday. now he's having trouble breathing, is on an oxygen mask, blood pressure high..temperature of 103+ and they can't do surgery to get mucuss off lungs right now to help him breath because they're scared he might die of a heart attack.
i need to see a therapist. and it's the sadist thing for me to have to admit that because i hate the idea. but i know i need it, because venting on here isn't helping the pain go away. and on top of everything else, i have no one to talk to except tanner. and i still have to go to school which i didnt stay all day today. this blows.