deathcon 3

[frostyfyre]

aggravated. feeling useless, belittled. my mental status is the hardest thing to change. sometimes i just think it'd be easier to be dead. but then survival of the fittest kicks in and i realize that would only prove that i wasn't strong enough to live. i just can't believe that life as prescious as it is was wasted on me. and really the problem is

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[fyrebynight]

Here's my advice before reading anyone elses: Work at this job that you're getting good money from. Don't spend it all on pointless video games, or other random stuff, but save it. Move out of your house into an apartment on your own away from your parents.
Or, stay with them, but still save your money, and make yourself go back to school. If you know that you won't get anywhere without a degree, then go back to school and get one. Simple as that. Not everyone has an easy way with college, you might have to work at it, but you'll get it done if you make yourself do it.
Things dont always work out the way you'd like them to. I know you'd love to do music the rest of your life, but not to be mean, but the music business is very hard to get into and it's almost a waste sometimes to spend your every waking minute trying to get there, when it's making you miserable. I think that if you find something that will make you truly happy (Music isn't the thing like you want it to be) and not worry about "being a mistake" or "waste of life", then your life could change. Don't worry about the small stuff.
I think it's hard to find love when you're constantly looking for it. Someone will find you. Maybe you'll find someone without even trying. I know it's not the love that you want entirely, but you have friends that love you. I love you because you've always been there. If you were to end your life, because you didn't think it was worth living, imagine what that would do to your friends.