just my thoughts.
Do you know what I think is one of the worst feelings in the world?
Powerlessness.
They all say "if you want to change your life, DO something!" But sometimes, you can't. Sometimes, there is literally no option.
You can think about it all you want. In fact, it never leaves your mind. You can talk about it until there's no more words left to say. It's not that you don't agree. You know what you want, and you can't have it.
And you can't do anything about it. Telling other people won't help, because they can't do anything about it either.
It is what it is.
And it sucks.
When you're angry at a person, you can at least talk to them, reason with them, try to make a change. But when you're angry with fate, no matter how much you scream and curse at it, it doesn't listen.
Not that I expect the world to change for me. I'll accept my fate, leave it in the hands of God and time.
But accepting something doesn't make it hurt any less. Especially when you see someone else hurting just as much.
Powerlessness.
They all say "if you want to change your life, DO something!" But sometimes, you can't. Sometimes, there is literally no option.
You can think about it all you want. In fact, it never leaves your mind. You can talk about it until there's no more words left to say. It's not that you don't agree. You know what you want, and you can't have it.
And you can't do anything about it. Telling other people won't help, because they can't do anything about it either.
It is what it is.
And it sucks.
When you're angry at a person, you can at least talk to them, reason with them, try to make a change. But when you're angry with fate, no matter how much you scream and curse at it, it doesn't listen.
Not that I expect the world to change for me. I'll accept my fate, leave it in the hands of God and time.
But accepting something doesn't make it hurt any less. Especially when you see someone else hurting just as much.