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I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone's feelings by saying I have no friends in Savannah.
David.
Noah.
Jen.
Mel.
Rebecca.
Tyler.
I'm sure a barrage of other people who hopefully know who they are.
It's hard though. My overwhelming OCD and anxiety have lead me into isolation. I'm sorry I've been a bad friend. I shouldn't expect other people to be good friends when I'm a bad friend.
When I rant there is not a lot of consideration into everything I say. Heat of the moment things are selfish and not well thought out. I speak in the moment, of how I feel in that moment. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone. I'm sorry if I sound like a ridiculous bitch. I know how lucky I am. I know how privelaged I am. I am trying to figure out how best to use myself and my opputunities so that I don't end up being this person forever.
I do an incedible injustice to everyone by acting this way.
Everyone is traveling their own journey.
No one can explain the way they feel at any given moment.
All we can hope is to be a good person.
I think it is a never ending struggle, and hopefully everything we learn can be used to do just that.
David.
Noah.
Jen.
Mel.
Rebecca.
Tyler.
I'm sure a barrage of other people who hopefully know who they are.
It's hard though. My overwhelming OCD and anxiety have lead me into isolation. I'm sorry I've been a bad friend. I shouldn't expect other people to be good friends when I'm a bad friend.
When I rant there is not a lot of consideration into everything I say. Heat of the moment things are selfish and not well thought out. I speak in the moment, of how I feel in that moment. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone. I'm sorry if I sound like a ridiculous bitch. I know how lucky I am. I know how privelaged I am. I am trying to figure out how best to use myself and my opputunities so that I don't end up being this person forever.
I do an incedible injustice to everyone by acting this way.
Everyone is traveling their own journey.
No one can explain the way they feel at any given moment.
All we can hope is to be a good person.
I think it is a never ending struggle, and hopefully everything we learn can be used to do just that.