i just dont know
::sighs::
i had an ok weekend...im kinda frustrated now, though. i dont understand how i always tend to dwell on things that probably arent that big of a deal, but i do. I just typed a whole lot more (venting) and erased it all bc it is probably my frustration talking, not my level head. all i have to say is that i wish more people used their common sense.
and also, i feel like my friends are really in short supply. i am now realizing that i miss my friends in gville that i can actually talk to ab the things i am going through (but are busy or away or unreachable), bc i have nobody to talk to here...and everyone always seems so apathetic towards me, so i bottle it up...which isnt healthy. i try to talk to my parents, but my dad sees things from an overprotective dad point of view and relates everything to past mistakes ive made and wont move on. i feel low right now...and i dont know how to fix it yet. i had hoped i would have some release tonight, but alas got stood-up (not even an apology or real recognition that it was inconsiderate)...
i dont know. i hope there is some light at the end of this tunnel. i really could use some happiness in my life this year...
i had an ok weekend...im kinda frustrated now, though. i dont understand how i always tend to dwell on things that probably arent that big of a deal, but i do. I just typed a whole lot more (venting) and erased it all bc it is probably my frustration talking, not my level head. all i have to say is that i wish more people used their common sense.
and also, i feel like my friends are really in short supply. i am now realizing that i miss my friends in gville that i can actually talk to ab the things i am going through (but are busy or away or unreachable), bc i have nobody to talk to here...and everyone always seems so apathetic towards me, so i bottle it up...which isnt healthy. i try to talk to my parents, but my dad sees things from an overprotective dad point of view and relates everything to past mistakes ive made and wont move on. i feel low right now...and i dont know how to fix it yet. i had hoped i would have some release tonight, but alas got stood-up (not even an apology or real recognition that it was inconsiderate)...
i dont know. i hope there is some light at the end of this tunnel. i really could use some happiness in my life this year...