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so ya. i worked last night which basically is me standing around and watching tv and hanging out with steve smith and scott in the kitchen where i work and putting food on the plates when an order comes up. i love it. i'm bussing tomorrow for what is supposed to be a huge crowd so should be interesting. from what i've been told by the other people who work there its basically gonna be trial by fire. i dont care though. i'm glad that i wont have to be home.
mom told me today that nanny probably isnt gonna make it much longer, and that is basically killing me.and then she tells me to basically clean the house while she goes over to nanny and poppa's and helps out over there. and do all my homeowork. and make dinner tonight. meanwhile i also need to finish filling out my nhs stuff and all sorts of other crap.
the weird thing is that without everything going on at home i'd toatlly be on top of the world right now. i love my classes for school, i still qualify to try to get into nhs even after my math grade last year, field hockey season is the best time of year, despite our getting killed by canton thursday, and i have a job and more or less a car cuz i've been using mom's, so i can go out with my friends basically whenever i want now. i hate the irony of everything right now. i could be on top of the world if only thing were how they normally were. i suppose i'll get through it somehow. the only problem is the how right now.
mom told me today that nanny probably isnt gonna make it much longer, and that is basically killing me.and then she tells me to basically clean the house while she goes over to nanny and poppa's and helps out over there. and do all my homeowork. and make dinner tonight. meanwhile i also need to finish filling out my nhs stuff and all sorts of other crap.
the weird thing is that without everything going on at home i'd toatlly be on top of the world right now. i love my classes for school, i still qualify to try to get into nhs even after my math grade last year, field hockey season is the best time of year, despite our getting killed by canton thursday, and i have a job and more or less a car cuz i've been using mom's, so i can go out with my friends basically whenever i want now. i hate the irony of everything right now. i could be on top of the world if only thing were how they normally were. i suppose i'll get through it somehow. the only problem is the how right now.