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[Private]
I've been thinking, and maybe it isn't my time to be here. Not right now, I don't think. I'm driving a wedge between them, and I can't stand the thought of doing that. Friends are supposed to come before lovers, that's just how it is. They've been friends for years, and though I'm sure they've fought before, it doesn't seem they've fought over something like this. And this seems big, for them.
Len...I don't know what I'm going to do with him. He's sad, I can tell that much, and I don't want him to be. I used to make him happy - I know that too. I could see it in his eyes, and his grumbling was affectionate. I don't want to have ruined that. But...I don't know what to do.
And Jim. Well, like I told him. I look up to him, and sure he's attractive enough, but...I'm in love with someone else. Completely and utterly, so I couldn't have shifted my feelings to him even if I wanted to.
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[Private to Jim]
Can I have a word? I have a request. Crewman to Captain, and all.
I...I'm not performing well enough on the ship, not to the point where I'm content with it. I would like to request a year or twos leave, so that I can go to the academy and study. It'll give the two of you time to reconnect without me there to fret over.
[/Private to Jim]
[Private to Leonard]
Next shore leave, we should do something. Just the two of us.
[/Private to Leonard]
[Private to Spock]
Hey, Spock? You used to teach at the Academy, right? Do you think you could help me out in getting in?
I...need it.
[/Private to Spock]
I'd like a good peach cobbler and a glass of cold milk right now.
I've been thinking, and maybe it isn't my time to be here. Not right now, I don't think. I'm driving a wedge between them, and I can't stand the thought of doing that. Friends are supposed to come before lovers, that's just how it is. They've been friends for years, and though I'm sure they've fought before, it doesn't seem they've fought over something like this. And this seems big, for them.
Len...I don't know what I'm going to do with him. He's sad, I can tell that much, and I don't want him to be. I used to make him happy - I know that too. I could see it in his eyes, and his grumbling was affectionate. I don't want to have ruined that. But...I don't know what to do.
And Jim. Well, like I told him. I look up to him, and sure he's attractive enough, but...I'm in love with someone else. Completely and utterly, so I couldn't have shifted my feelings to him even if I wanted to.
[/Private]
[Private to Jim]
Can I have a word? I have a request. Crewman to Captain, and all.
I...I'm not performing well enough on the ship, not to the point where I'm content with it. I would like to request a year or twos leave, so that I can go to the academy and study. It'll give the two of you time to reconnect without me there to fret over.
[/Private to Jim]
[Private to Leonard]
Next shore leave, we should do something. Just the two of us.
[/Private to Leonard]
[Private to Spock]
Hey, Spock? You used to teach at the Academy, right? Do you think you could help me out in getting in?
I...need it.
[/Private to Spock]
I'd like a good peach cobbler and a glass of cold milk right now.