Now Girls Look Like Human X-Rays...

Jan 15, 2006 13:17

I'm sorry that I'm not your ideal image of beauty.

That doesn't make me any less human.

I fight for it.

Every calorie is a war.

Prescriptions, diet, makeup,

but nothing can make me like them.

It doesn't matter so much to me,

but everyone else loves it, wants it, so I feel like I should try.

I guess I just have to try harder.

A few more pounds away, longer in front of the mirror, blowdryers, and straighteners

Is that what will make everyone happy?

I am the disappointer, always contrasted and never compared.

We've been through fake a breakdown, self hurt, plastics, collections, self help, self pain, EST, psychics, fuck all. I was central, I lost control, I lost my head, I need this. A paper weight, junk garage, winter rain, a honey pot, crazy, all the lovers have been tagged. A hotline, a wanted ad. It's crazy what you could have had... {REM}
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