Best Imitation of Myself
Well, it's Sunday night. School tommorrow. meh.
But All-State was fun, very different than it has always been but fun nevertheless. Lauren, Whitney, Eva, and Sarah from Leon were my roommates and we definitely had a lot of fun in our room. Rehearsals went by so quickly because Dr. Arthur is completely amazing, she made us work but it wasn't gut wrenching and boring, and it made for a really amazing concert with the 11-12 All State Orchestra last night. I love music. So much.
We got in a car accident on Friday. Some crazy Tampa lady ran a red light and hit our car. Thankfully, we all had seatbelts on and were okay except for some bruises and aches... thought my back still hurts. It could have been so much worse though.
He leaves on Tuesday, how unreal. Sometimes I love him and other times there aren't any words to adequatley express how disappointed I am in who he is, who he lets himself be. I won't ever understand but I will always care.
Something happened at All-State, maybe it was just a minute change in outlook. Things are not going to be like this anymore. I will not stand for it. I don't deserve to be walked on and feel like a hollow body of skin and bones. No.
But All-State was fun, very different than it has always been but fun nevertheless. Lauren, Whitney, Eva, and Sarah from Leon were my roommates and we definitely had a lot of fun in our room. Rehearsals went by so quickly because Dr. Arthur is completely amazing, she made us work but it wasn't gut wrenching and boring, and it made for a really amazing concert with the 11-12 All State Orchestra last night. I love music. So much.
We got in a car accident on Friday. Some crazy Tampa lady ran a red light and hit our car. Thankfully, we all had seatbelts on and were okay except for some bruises and aches... thought my back still hurts. It could have been so much worse though.
He leaves on Tuesday, how unreal. Sometimes I love him and other times there aren't any words to adequatley express how disappointed I am in who he is, who he lets himself be. I won't ever understand but I will always care.
Something happened at All-State, maybe it was just a minute change in outlook. Things are not going to be like this anymore. I will not stand for it. I don't deserve to be walked on and feel like a hollow body of skin and bones. No.