Jul 25, 2005 01:00
I don't even know how I feel.
She's so beautiful.
Everyone I love loving each other.
Undefinable empty space.
Indescribable need for people that I feel I can't satisfy.
Indescribable need to satisfy the people the I need.
Today I thought I wanted to die, it was the most intense fatigue and pain I think I've ever felt.
Books fill in the ever-growing gaps in my social life. 6 so far.
Nationals should be fun.
Remember to breathe and everything will be okay.