Fuck This!

[from_hollow]

I'm extremely tired and yet I can't sleep. What's wrong with me? Stress from a new job? Maybe, although I used to work really well under pressure. So what am I doing all so differently? Then while twisting and turning in my bed it hit me - unlimited fountain drinks at work. Fuck, no shit I'm all jittery. And not just that, I was feeling a lot

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[qp_ragedivision]

Well... Yann... this is goign to suck but here it goes: I feel Fucking great!!!... Don't know why?! Saw Meet Joe Black last sunday.. went to bed at 4 am (weeping and feeling like crap), worked the next morning but didn't care. Something happened to me during that movie. Maybe it awas Brad's hot body or just the fact that one day we will eventually meet death... So if I was to die today, would I be happy, would this suffice. I think I've done alot of great things in my life (And FUCK boy so have you) but its not enough. Life is meant to be lived to its extreme constantly. I'll look back at my life in those last 4 seconds before I blink out.. Before that.. dude, we owe it to ourselves and to the little 8 year old kid inside all of us who had dreams of being our age and ruling the fucking world. Well.. Let us Rule the fucking world, burn it all or tame it to whatever we want. Its so easy to find things hard... and so Hard to actually get yourself goign to do easy things...

Well... What I really wanted to say.. Its in your hands. Whatever you want to do.. You can.. and this isn't a Motivational commercial.. I know you enough (atleast I think) to know that you can be happy et Combler (sorry too beautiful in french :))

You just have to get up, and get moving

Since the movie.. I only smoke 2 times (instead of 6) a day and train every day. I feel like an energy Time bomb every morning.. My back doesn't hurt anymore and my posture got way better. Things flow easier in my head.. and FUck.. I'm getting plenty of creative Ideas sober ( which is new.. well the being sober part atleast ;))

So all this to say, I love you! ROck on!! Next time you're in MTL we'll go rollerblading !!!

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