Mar 13, 2007 17:10
Things are really good.I'm glad I have a solid group of friends.I'm glad that I can get school work done.I'm never hungry anymore and so i've dropped twelve pounds.This semester has been going swimmingly.
I failed three classes last quarter but I was having a really hard time getting out of bed in the morning.The following week I had vacation and spent it organizing and doing work and painting and making things.I needed that so bad.
I've started caring a little more about my appearence I think.It definately has made more confident and sure of myself.I guess now i'm so content with things that i've started to give a shit.I haven't felt that in years.
The feeling of needing someone else is so foreign to me.Eliminating that from my life for a little while really is benefitting my ability to mature and make decisions.
I swallowed my pride a little bit too which resulted in a car.
i'm always annoyed when people thing they know what the right thing to do is.
my dads thinking just seemed so, overestimated.
but,I went from cynical and miserable to being really confident about my well being.
My mother and my sister's are making a trip out to Olympia,Washington.My sister is finally graduating from Evergreen.But i'll have an opportunity to do see some colleges and hopefully i'll get to hangout with Nicole and go to a show.looking forwarrd.