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dsc_0249 attempt1 by ~childmuddle on deviantART
i started trying to light paint with my camera. i should take some raindrop pictures with the rain comin' down
ive been letting this place down here go.. it's a total mess.i have no desire to clean it up.
my mother gets on my last nerve, and all i say when she starts opening her mouth to me is either like shut it, or i dont care or something else disrespectful. i hate living here. i need my own space. getting my bathroom back made me soooo happy.heh. probably too happy. she goes into my room and moves things about..getting into shit..she lined up my shoes...i cant stand it. sometimes i just want time to myself, without another 'being' close by.
chris is all depressed.he got valumes (however youspell it) today, so he's better. the 60 bucks he owes me should be coming soon, i hope.
bills being paid on time is a joke.
still havent told chris not to use my name to her husband.. i dont know why i cant just tell her..i know at lunch we haven't been having our 'alone time' to talk, cause she's training someone new and she's been eating with us. she called me at 5am today though, which i thought was weird. maybe there will be a good story come monday
i dont feel like myself cause i dont know who myself is. it's like we havent met lol ha
okay okay okay im done.