rockets balloons and other float-ta-tion devices
feelings
the things you own own you
this wkend i went thru those things and cleaned up a bit
found old pictures
old binders
thoughts of chris and how 'not there' ive been or was since january hit me
which, is ironic a bit cause we've been in contact via phone and text lately
about money, of course
expressive tears have found me again tonight
and i keep telling myself it's a good thing
he did me wrong in so many ways
and even now, when we talk, he only cares about himself
he wants to quit TQL - probably sooner than later
and pack up his car and go.
rd trip to colorado
then down to LA to be with family
good for him
start his own business being a broker
and work for himself instead of for TQL
i dont think he'll ever be happy or okay with himself
we had a more silent than not discussion on on why we didnt work
lol
all this is stupid
i want to break
the things you own own you
this wkend i went thru those things and cleaned up a bit
found old pictures
old binders
thoughts of chris and how 'not there' ive been or was since january hit me
which, is ironic a bit cause we've been in contact via phone and text lately
about money, of course
expressive tears have found me again tonight
and i keep telling myself it's a good thing
he did me wrong in so many ways
and even now, when we talk, he only cares about himself
he wants to quit TQL - probably sooner than later
and pack up his car and go.
rd trip to colorado
then down to LA to be with family
good for him
start his own business being a broker
and work for himself instead of for TQL
i dont think he'll ever be happy or okay with himself
we had a more silent than not discussion on on why we didnt work
lol
all this is stupid
i want to break