Apr 18, 2005 23:12
Wow, so I just had a weird past week. I thought hell couldn't come to earth? I guess I was wrong. What sucks is your suppose to write your feelings on this thing, but the one thing that made last week hell I can not say on here or will even tell. I guess what I am really looking for is someone to talk to... I mean I have good friends that you can tell almost anything, but there will be something’s in life you can never tell anyone. I wish I had someone to talk to about this, but would be afraid of the consequences of telling someone. Wow, now I am just blabbing about nothing... ahh never mind...
Well this will be a lovely week. I have a poem due in English and a 5-7 page paper due Thursday. I also probably have a quiz in Math too... I never thought I would say this, but I kind of can't wait for this semester to be over... don't get me wrong I love Western and the people I have met here, but I am just ready to be home... that's why I have been going home so often. I feel like there is no one ever here. I can't believe I am saying this, but I miss Anthony... I miss our late night outings, our sometimes in depth conversations, partying together, just getting drunk together... I miss him... and I wish I was still talking to him... I guess that is what I deserve though... I just don't want to face it. I know this sounds pathetic, but I wonder if he still thinks about me... I wonder what he is doing right now... I wonder if he is okay.... but of course if I were to send him an e-mail, I would probably get no response... or just a rude one like before...I hope one day we do talk again... I just really hope he is ok....
Alright I am done being random. These pasts few weeks have just not been the same... I don't know what to say....