Meg. I know we hardly ever talk anymore, but I'm here if you need me.
As for the type of help you need? Go see a therapist. You're not necessarily crazy, but if you're hurting yourself, you need help getting better, and there are people who can help you, whose JOB it is to help you. They know what they're doing.
Meg your not fucked up and none of your friends are going to hate you for this. We all love you and were all here for you. im sorry but im terrible at giving people good advice and stuff like that but all i want to say is that i agree with 'some2else' a therapist might be a good idea, and its not saying your crazy or messed up but it can just help you with all the stuff your dealing with.
"Some people don't realize how much easier it is to be depressed. When you're depressed people expect it of you. And if you're happy, it's like a bonus. Nice. Low expectations. But when you're a happy person people expect you to always be happy. If you're sad they get sad, and try to make you happy again. And then you get stuck with always making yourself seem happy. And it turns into a vicious cycle that you can't escape."
I completly agree with that and I've had it happen to me a lot of times. dont worry your not in this alone! Some of us might have had or are going through the same things so don't give up yet! were all here for you!!!
Why does everyone thing that telling the truth would make people (me in particular as an exaple) mad at them. I mean I don't get it. I guess I've not really the person to be talking to and the like, I've never been that low, I've always had my release. But I can't just ignore this like what I'm sure some might do. I can't just go on with life trying to pretend everyhting is still perfect. I mean I knew you not being there wasn't just being sick. These insanly large coincedences don't just happen. You crashed, major and shortly after you're sick, unlikely. The old me would have believed that, not anymore. I've seen alot more with my new friends (you being one of them) that opened my eyes. I'm rambling here cause I don't know what to say. I want to comfort you and tell you everything will be alright, but thats not going to help at all. I want to tell you I'll be here for you, but I know you've heard that and hearing it again will probably not make any difference. I want to help, tell me anything I can do. I'm at a loss. This can't just
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Meg. First off, straight off the bat, I know I'm not a particularly close friend. It's not a particularly comforting thought, but it's true. Second off, even though we aren't all that close, you are a friend, and I do care, and those that hate you for this are severly fucked in the head. Third off, it's only seven digits away to contact me. If you don't know them, Jenna does, and so does Phil I think. I have yours, so don't be surprised if I call in the next 24 hours. Fourth off, I love you sweet heart. I love you, I love you, I love you. If EVER you need someone, I work in the caf and I'll be there basically every day. Grab me, talk to me, and cry on me, I'm here, I'm willing to love you, I already do love you, and all I want to see is a smile on your face again. Not the fake smile. Your true, real smile.
Okay, all that being said, I don't know if that helped any at all. But I want you to know that you have my entire support in the matter. Get outside, proffessional help. And just keep breathing honey. Just keep
Sometimes, one rues the fact that there's a monitor and thousands of miles of wiring between him and a friend in need. This is one of those times.
I can't really offer much, except...seriously. Someone in your real life needs to hear about what you're going through. Anyone who's in a position to help, because more often than not, there are people that are willing to.
Tell anyone you can trust for even a second what you just wrote here.
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As for the type of help you need? Go see a therapist. You're not necessarily crazy, but if you're hurting yourself, you need help getting better, and there are people who can help you, whose JOB it is to help you. They know what they're doing.
Feel better =(
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im sorry but im terrible at giving people good advice and stuff like that but all i want to say is that i agree with 'some2else' a therapist might be a good idea, and its not saying your crazy or messed up but it can just help you with all the stuff your dealing with.
"Some people don't realize how much easier it is to be depressed. When you're depressed people expect it of you. And if you're happy, it's like a bonus. Nice. Low expectations. But when you're a happy person people expect you to always be happy. If you're sad they get sad, and try to make you happy again. And then you get stuck with always making yourself seem happy. And it turns into a vicious cycle that you can't escape."
I completly agree with that and I've had it happen to me a lot of times. dont worry your not in this alone! Some of us might have had or are going through the same things so don't give up yet! were all here for you!!!
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First off, straight off the bat, I know I'm not a particularly close friend. It's not a particularly comforting thought, but it's true.
Second off, even though we aren't all that close, you are a friend, and I do care, and those that hate you for this are severly fucked in the head.
Third off, it's only seven digits away to contact me. If you don't know them, Jenna does, and so does Phil I think. I have yours, so don't be surprised if I call in the next 24 hours.
Fourth off, I love you sweet heart. I love you, I love you, I love you. If EVER you need someone, I work in the caf and I'll be there basically every day. Grab me, talk to me, and cry on me, I'm here, I'm willing to love you, I already do love you, and all I want to see is a smile on your face again. Not the fake smile. Your true, real smile.
Okay, all that being said, I don't know if that helped any at all. But I want you to know that you have my entire support in the matter. Get outside, proffessional help. And just keep breathing honey. Just keep
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I can't really offer much, except...seriously. Someone in your real life needs to hear about what you're going through. Anyone who's in a position to help, because more often than not, there are people that are willing to.
Tell anyone you can trust for even a second what you just wrote here.
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