*sigh*
So...just came back from a doctor's appointment and dropping off an employment application. Somtimes, things happen that aren't surreal, just not expected and then your mind gets thrown for a loop. What do I mean? well....I don't know what's worse...dropping off an employment application with the realization that it's been almost three years since graduating and one is STILL trying to find a decent job or...coming back from the doctor's office with the news that your preggie with your boyfriend's kid.
And why would I not know which is worse? Cuz I've only done the dropping off job appy and pray to God I NEVER have to hear a doctor say I'm preggy with some guy's kid. :P So..did I get anyone with that?
On a serious note however, I DID drop off an application and I DID have a doctor's appointment. However the appointment was to be checked for diabetes. Which I was told I don't have BUT I will have if I don't curb all sugar intake starting...now. right now. NO more sugar. none. zilch. nada. zip. It sucks. No more soda, chocolate *cries*, ice cream, gum..heck, basically all the good stuff I can't have except on those few and far between times. :( *sniffle* And it sucks even worse becase now that Jimmy knows, he's going to be on my case about for like...ever! *sighs* I couldn't even last one afternoon after finding the news out. Once I got home I snuck a itty bitty little bowl of ice cream. Now..to tell Jimmy or not? If I do...he'll get upset with me and then go into "It's your body, you don't care, then fine I won't either. Get sick and die" mode. if I don't...I'll be lying to him.
Oh crud...I think I'll just avoid all his calls. What do you think?
And why would I not know which is worse? Cuz I've only done the dropping off job appy and pray to God I NEVER have to hear a doctor say I'm preggy with some guy's kid. :P So..did I get anyone with that?
On a serious note however, I DID drop off an application and I DID have a doctor's appointment. However the appointment was to be checked for diabetes. Which I was told I don't have BUT I will have if I don't curb all sugar intake starting...now. right now. NO more sugar. none. zilch. nada. zip. It sucks. No more soda, chocolate *cries*, ice cream, gum..heck, basically all the good stuff I can't have except on those few and far between times. :( *sniffle* And it sucks even worse becase now that Jimmy knows, he's going to be on my case about for like...ever! *sighs* I couldn't even last one afternoon after finding the news out. Once I got home I snuck a itty bitty little bowl of ice cream. Now..to tell Jimmy or not? If I do...he'll get upset with me and then go into "It's your body, you don't care, then fine I won't either. Get sick and die" mode. if I don't...I'll be lying to him.
Oh crud...I think I'll just avoid all his calls. What do you think?