Why I still need time

Nov 28, 2008 22:06

A gullible girl like me needs to think over things and understand what it means to distrust. A kiss on the lips is clearly not the same with a kiss on the cheek. If you want to show "brotherly love", if you like to be a big brother to me and my siblings, you don't kiss anyone on the lips. Because the only people who have the right to do that are my parents--my mom and my dad only. So I hope you realize that you were actually crossing the borderline/you were trespassing. And you took something away from me, something that only my dad had the right to do. That's why I feel violated and in some way, betrayed.

And even if you really had no bad intentions, that act of desecration has broken the trust that I had in you. 'Twas like you didn't respect me, like you were playing and all.

Though I understand [and perhaps believe (?)] that you didn't have bad intentions and that you're sincere with your apologies.

But my heart needs to heal. Just give me time to repair it and act normal again. That's all I need. But when that time finally comes, you won't have that trust anymore.

Distansya.

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