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Jun 08, 2005 15:11

My fast is going good so Im really proud of myself. But Im just waiting for tomorrow to come. The third day is always the hardest, for me anyway. It makes me really want to binge. Although Ive been tempted a few times today.
I did kind of cheat I guess. I had two pieces of gum, one the new apple kind from Extra and one Winterfresh. I think the apple one was like 15 cals and the Winterfresh was like 5. So yeah, that sucks. But I drank like 70 ounces of water already today and its only 3:15. Hopefully ill be able to get some coffee or iced tea or something in here somewhere.
I know I said I was only going to drink water, coffee, and green tea, but I think Im going to add iced tea and diet coke and maybe this new tropicana light stuff someone posted about (thanks!).
Yesterday I didnt run because I thought id die in the heat, plus I was lazy. But I did like 60 push ups, and 100 crunches. Im hoping to up that today. I want to get up to like 500 crunches a day and like 250 pushups or something crazy like that. Do crunches really work your abs or no? Because my abs arent even hurting now.. I mean I might have gotten used to do them, but I dont do them routinely. Only whenever I feel like it. So I thought I would at least feel something from doing 100 of them. I need to have a flat stomach!
Anyway, yeah.. I was gonna run today, but its 98 degrees right now! Id die! I might go swimming though, although I look hideous in a bathing suit. But no one is home, and I cant find my bathing suit from last year anyway, so Ill probably just wear shorts and a tank. Then hopefully ill do my crunches and pushups.
My mind is telling me to go do all this but my body just wont move. I hate that.. blah. Ill get moving sometime hopefully.
Tomorrow Im going to the mall with my mom. Shes like yeah on the way home ill stop at McDonalds so we can get something to eat or something if you're hungry. I was just like ok. But yeah, hell no. Thats like the worse thing I could eat. Ew. I want to throw up just thinking about it... and thinking about how I used to just go and eat a big mac and fries. ::gags::
Well I think Im gonna go try to do something.. run, swim, something... Wish me luck!
Oh and think thin!

<3 Kristina
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