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Jun 07, 2005 15:49

Ive actually been doing good so far. Im really happy. I hope this doesnt end. I will not eat, no matter what. Its not worth it.
If you dont know, im doing a 14 day or longer fast. People have been giving me different advice though. Like some people are saying I shouldnt fast for that long because then once I start eating ill gain it all back. But then other people say that if you ease off the fast, then youll be fine and wont gain any back. So now im all confused and dont know whether to continue the fast or not. But I really am on a limited time period right now and I need to lose as much as I can. My brother gets here in like... a month, give or take a day. Think thats enough time to lose a substantial amount? I think so. If you can gain weight in a month, you better sure as hell be able to lose it in a month.
So far today ive eaten nothing and have drank about 45 ounces of water. Im pushing for 100 ounces a day. But if I start drinking coffee or green tea ill lower it to like maybe 80 or something. But I want to drink a lot of water so Im hydrated before I even try to drink anything else.
Exercising during a fast really works, but right now I just dont feel like it. Ill do crunches, but I dont feel like running. I ran yesterday so hopefully thatll be good enough til tomorrow.
Does everyone else get like really cold when they fast? I also get really tired, like I just want to sleep all day.

x-posted in ana_fasts and teen_ana

Oh and stolen from dakestangel

I AM -
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] wanting to be "under-100-by summer"
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast with other people

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[ ] say i'm too skinny
[ ] say i'm ugly
[x] say i'm pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[ ] say i eat too much
[ ] wish i'd stop
[x] don't know i'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] i was THIN
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn't have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[x] i could hide what i am
[x] i wasnt fat
[x] i was pretty
[x] i could stop

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[x] being weak, becuase i know i'm losing weight
[x] losing weight
[ ] being ana/mia
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
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