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Ok, so last night i had the worst nightmare ever. All I remember from it is screaming and feeling sooo scared.
I set my alarm ready to go to college. It normally takes me 10-20 minutes to come round, but when I came round it was 9am. So I had a shower because I was absolutely minging and bogging. When I got out of the shower I worked out that by the time I'd got ready and caught a bus into college it would have been break time and by the time that was over there would only be an hour left of the lesson. So I rang Paul to see if there was much point in me going in and he told me stay home and not to worry about a thing. I went straight back to bed, which is very unusual for me because once I'm up, I'm up for the day. I went to bed and slepped until 4pm. I wasn't just lead in bed for hours, I slepped like a brick and had more nightmares. I would have stayed in bed and slepped for longer but I knew that if I did that then I'd never sleep tonight.
I'm off for a midnight snack and then I'm going back to bed!
Still haven't broken down yet. Not sure I will now.
Funeral's either on Monday or Tuesday. Wednesday at the latest.
I set my alarm ready to go to college. It normally takes me 10-20 minutes to come round, but when I came round it was 9am. So I had a shower because I was absolutely minging and bogging. When I got out of the shower I worked out that by the time I'd got ready and caught a bus into college it would have been break time and by the time that was over there would only be an hour left of the lesson. So I rang Paul to see if there was much point in me going in and he told me stay home and not to worry about a thing. I went straight back to bed, which is very unusual for me because once I'm up, I'm up for the day. I went to bed and slepped until 4pm. I wasn't just lead in bed for hours, I slepped like a brick and had more nightmares. I would have stayed in bed and slepped for longer but I knew that if I did that then I'd never sleep tonight.
I'm off for a midnight snack and then I'm going back to bed!
Still haven't broken down yet. Not sure I will now.
Funeral's either on Monday or Tuesday. Wednesday at the latest.