Jan 17, 2005 15:16
My day started off pretty bad. Last night I couldn't sleep and when I was getting ready this morning my little sister was crying and whining for everything. I got to school and everything was going fine until lunch.
Anthony was getting money from his wallet and when he opened I saw a picture of his ex-girlfriend Kara. Boy was I angry, I mean he claims that he doesnt like her and that he is completely over her but yet he has picture of her. And I have noticed that whenever she is around he gets all distant and walks ahead of me, and he always seems to notice when she gets jealous. To top it all off he tells me "Kara said you looked at her ugly is that true?" I mean I have nothing against her why would I look at her ugly? But you know what I am not going to stress it anymore if he likes her the hell with him. I am not going to be playing this stupid games and be competing with another girl. If they like eachother by all means they should be with together. I came down here to get away from all this drama and to better myslef, I dont need to be stressing because of something like this. Don't get me wrong I like him, and I guess it shouldn't be that much of a big deal that he has that picture, but what ticks me off is that he claims to have no feelings for her. If he does then he should be honest with me, and not keep me here in the dark all stupid. Being that it is a small town I will eventually find out if they are going behind my back. We all know how much bull I have put up with guys in the past, and I won't do it anymore. I am so mad, I mean someone please explain to me why he would have a picture of his ex-girlfriend in his wallet for me to be able to see, and then look at me in my face and claim not to like her? I don't know i am done arguing with him about her, so if he likes her and wants to be with her then he should leave me alone and go. woooo now that I got that off my chest I feel more relaxed except for this migrane that I have. Well gotta go