I felt all Jay Z today!
I was all pimiping today! It was great. I went to the gym with my cousin and this like 25 year old man kept hitting on me. It was gross cuz he was all old, but he was cute with a nice body. We worked out together a bit. Then I went to Blockbuster and this guy gave me four free pickles, he had pretended to take my five dollars and when he gave me "change" he gave me back two extra dollars. I was all flattered. I went to Big 8,and Ivan knew that I was going to be there and he showed up. It was kind of cute but a little stalkerish. We talked a little and he kept hugging me. For a while there I actually missed him then I thought of his physcoticness and I quickly stopped missing him. I will have to admit that he did look good, I loved what he was wearing. Yeah it was kind of hard to see him, I thought since I am over him that it wouldn't bother me but it did. We had our good times, and sometimes I miss feeling that security I felt with him. I knew that if there was anything I needed he would be here for me in a second. I guess I miss how comfortable I felt around him, I sware I would eat soo much and never once did he make fun of me, instead he would kiss my stomach and tell me how beautiful I am. Things could have worked out between us if he wasn't so obsessed and possesive. Crazy how you have things so perfectly planned out but it never seems to quite work out that way....