stress, stress and some more stress!!
Today was such a stressful day, and it hasn't ended yet. I need to go to some abstenance talk thing for extra credit, then I need to go to the library from 8-9. I have a lot of work to get done. Anthony still hasn't talked to me, I saw him today and he completely blew me off. So now I am with his best friend, ha ha jk. His two best friends have both told me not to bother with him cuz he is a jerk, thats pretty sad when your two best friends say that. He told Kara that it was one of his "mood swings", aahhh he has like more mood swings than I do on my period. I think I should give him Midol for his mood swings. Like everyone was asking me if we were together, and I just told them good question, I would like to know that for myself.It seems that I am the only one making the effort but yet when I am ready to give up on him he wants me stay, yeah like the wise Gabe from Yarbrough once sang," you don't even bother but you are begging me stay." I pretty much summed up our "relationship"(if you can even call it that) in one sentence. But yeah I can't wait to go to El Paso, I want to see my family soo bad, so I am really looking forward to that, You I just realize that everything in my life is great except for Anthony, you know if he would just quit his shit and grow up things would be perfect.