attachment and headache ...
"Never get too attached to someone, because attachments lead to expectations and expectations lead to disappointments." -- one of my friends said... i think this is due to me being more open about my emotions and how i'm a little jealous with their closeness (insert last post).
i want to agree with her... i do agree with her... but the problem is, it doesn't always work for everybody... if u have life, if you're living a happy life, then loosening attachments is not a problem, especially when you have lots of attachments around you (hello, friends)...
but if you only have very few, with no life and no time to have life and have more friends, and those very few attachments you have starts to waver, won't you be scare with the thought of finding yourself nowhere..? because that's how i feel right now...
and i still feel like the visitor in my own room... why the hell am i here in the library when i can be at home instead..? and what does it have to do with her occupying my table again..? oh well, our room is that effin' small anyway, it can only fit two people at a time... :))
i want to agree with her... i do agree with her... but the problem is, it doesn't always work for everybody... if u have life, if you're living a happy life, then loosening attachments is not a problem, especially when you have lots of attachments around you (hello, friends)...
but if you only have very few, with no life and no time to have life and have more friends, and those very few attachments you have starts to waver, won't you be scare with the thought of finding yourself nowhere..? because that's how i feel right now...
and i still feel like the visitor in my own room... why the hell am i here in the library when i can be at home instead..? and what does it have to do with her occupying my table again..? oh well, our room is that effin' small anyway, it can only fit two people at a time... :))