........... stress.

[freshmendontod]

so today sucked.

actually, this week pretty much sucked.

I called out twice this week... i really hate calling out. i get so scared and i feel like shit afterwards. even though i was truly sick and couldnt go in.. i still feel bad. =/

i watched the dogs on saturday til sunday. It was so boring... Derek couldnt be there because he was running with

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[swaggalikeme]

the way derek sounds is making me mad.

but thats all i should really say right now... his relationship with amanda or whatever is concerning, too.

[freshmendontod]

yea. me too...

I know what your gonna say. but dont worry

and thanks for your concern :)

[red_mess]

Hmmm. From what I read it seems like you're holding in all your thoughts and feelings about this Amanda girl. You should directly tell him that it's bothering you, and that he really needs to take your feelings into consideration when he makes female friends. Maybe ask him to at least include you when they hang out. :( I'm sorry that this is happening, I know it sucks; the internal battle of wanting to trust him but still feeling like crap :(

[freshmendontod]

thanks :)

whenever i DO tell him it seems like he doesnt care