Mama
This journal goes out to my mama!! i was just thinking how much she's done for me, and how much i love her. im so lucky and grateful to be the son of the most beautiful and perfect mother in the world. she has been through so much. she was raised in a family of nine. she was the black sheep of her family. she was the middle child. she was always the child that got the less attention from the family. she was the first one to go to college from her family though. i'm so proud of my mom. she had it so bad. she didn't have a car until she was 21 yrs. old, and thats only because she was paying for it. she would walk 4 miles every single day to go to school. no matter if it was raining, snowing, or windy she had to walk. her mother (my grandma) didn't speak english so she was never able to help my mom out with her school work. my mom learned english on her own and was able to survive. she has come a long way, my mom is one of the biggest role models i have. my mom has always come through for me. i've done so many things wrong. i've wrecked my moms car, i've gotten picked up by mama a couple of times when i was so wasted, i've embarrassed her so many times, but she has always stayed by my side. i don't know how i'll ever pay her back for all the stress i've caused her. i'll never stop loving her. she has taught me everything i know, and i'll always keep it inside. if i didn't have my mom by my side, i don't know what i would do. she has always love and cared for me no matter how stormy and cloudy it has been. there has been so many times i have been down, but my mom has always been there to comfort me. she has always been around for me, even when i was bad. when everybody looked down on me, she was always there to help me up. she just always seemed to understand. there has been so many nights where i have felt afraid but my mom would always come and tell me that i could be anything i wanted to be, and that she beleived in me. i don't think i will ever be able to thank god enough, for giving me my mom. i hope one day i make you proud mom, and try and give back everything you have given me. i love you mom.