"My other penis is a vagina."

[freonkiller]

Whoa, I'm so effin in a daze yo. Went to get my diploma from the school. Got it, I feel accomplished. Then went and got some food from the store. While doing all this though I suddenly started to get a panic attack deal going on. This is odd, I haven't had one in about like 9ish month I think. So, to get rid of it I took some xanax, that didn't work somehow, so.. i took an atarax too. Now mind you I haven't taken any of that shit in a long long time so my body is not use to it anymore so it hit me hard. I don't want anyone thinkin I'm some kind of fucking pill-poppin druggie though, thats shit, everyone knows I just bullshit about that stuff, I take shit because I seriously need it and thats it. However, I do admit that I use to take the pills to get high, that was only after I got addicted to them from having to use them so much. Anywho, I got home and that atarax hit me so I passed out. Woke up at 9pm, blinked my eyes, then it was 11pm wtf? I made me a steak and got online. Yeppers, talked talked talked. Now I'm here, listening to some good old Pink Floyd, boy I haven't listened to this stuff in a while. I got the incense going too. Man, now that xanax is finally kicking in, way to late yo. So, with all them drugs in my system and the Pink Floyd going, I'm feelin good and quite deep in thought. While at the store today I was looking at some food stuff and this lady walked by and said something to me. I don't know what it means, but it freaked me out. She said, "At the end of September." After that I think she might have said my name yo. And believe me I'm not makin it up yo. Weird weird stuff. I wonder what it means. Maybe its like a message from some other worldly being lol. And you guys know I'm all about weird shit so this has me very interested. The only thing I know thats happening at the end of September is the concert at St. Andrews. All should go by the way.
Hopesfall, Alexisonfire, Moneen, and The Reason
$10
St. Andrews
September 25
Doors @ 6:30
Anywho, I'm off to ponder things and maybe write.
Nite Nite