school
i've started school and today was the last day that i get new classes... i hate it already. i'm ready to drop out and fucking move on with my life. my moms pressuring me to go to a university and is talking about SATs and ACTs and grades and community service and a job and a car and... shows and raising money for school. i'm going nuts. tomorrow is the first day of many that i will be at school till 930 or 10pm. therefore i will be at school for a good 13-14 hours. SCORE! *ugh* bye bye birdie is starting and if i get in i'll have rehersals everyday and weekends and so i wont have anytime especially with homework and getting a job. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH save me please?!?!?!!??!? i dont know what i'm going to do...