i dont know what to think anymore

[frenziedfeline]

i'm confused all the time... and things are just blah. i'm in a slump. this happens a lot though so i'm not too worried. i think i might need meds cuz i get the drastic ups and downs often. eh... oh well

**show me how to love again
show me the path to take
youre who i've been searching for
your genuine smile, your understanding heart, your eyes that touch my soul
i wouldnt give up for all the word
youre what i've been searching for**

**so far from home, never alone
yet forever in an empty place
wishing to be in a better space
praying for a brighter tomorrow
that i know will never come
darkness

**i cant get your face out of my head
your voice plays over and over
i hear the words i've always longed to hear
i'm finally something special
you see me
you hear me
you want me
i'm beautiful in your eyes