30?
it's been 2 days over two months since i've last written. i gave up on livejournal, that's a joke, i always think about it when i'm bored in the middle of the night and think people are still reading this.
they aren't.
it's official! i'm crazy!
i'm on crazy pills.
two different kinds in one month. uhh,
i get a raise on february 14th, i'll be making probably 8.65 or 8.70. i'm quitting soon, i'm going to safelite where i can make 11 an hour.
i live downtown still. i'm moving in june or july, though. closer to Polaris.
that'll be different.
uh.
my life is the same.
i don't know if i'll ever change. i guess i've changed, my life just hasn't. maybe thats how it is though. life changes around people, and they stay the same. is that true?
maybe. maybe im tired.
i have to go to bed. i've been sick, with a COLD. a bad one. i've missed school.
not missed, just absent.
i havent been writing at all, lyrics, poems, stories, anything. i'm diminishing.
i'll find something to fix it.
im smoking a lot.
maybe half a pack to a pack a day.
30, here i come.
they aren't.
it's official! i'm crazy!
i'm on crazy pills.
two different kinds in one month. uhh,
i get a raise on february 14th, i'll be making probably 8.65 or 8.70. i'm quitting soon, i'm going to safelite where i can make 11 an hour.
i live downtown still. i'm moving in june or july, though. closer to Polaris.
that'll be different.
uh.
my life is the same.
i don't know if i'll ever change. i guess i've changed, my life just hasn't. maybe thats how it is though. life changes around people, and they stay the same. is that true?
maybe. maybe im tired.
i have to go to bed. i've been sick, with a COLD. a bad one. i've missed school.
not missed, just absent.
i havent been writing at all, lyrics, poems, stories, anything. i'm diminishing.
i'll find something to fix it.
im smoking a lot.
maybe half a pack to a pack a day.
30, here i come.