It's almost Christmas...
...and I'm still pretty much holding to what I said in my very first entry. I like to think I'm doing better, but I just don't know. I'm so unsure of things and I can't tell who of those that are close to me really gets it...and/or if they really care. Maybe I need meds or something. I don't want to become an alcoholic, though it would probably be very easy. I have enough problems that I'd like to drown out. I'm tired of feeling sad most of my waking hours, I really am.