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Life? It has gone Down
Down
Down
Down
Down....
And down...a little more
Here i am...i am helpless in my own skin.
I am dependant on everything but me.
I am nothing in my own life.
But believe me...you are everything.
And i cant stand the way you do it.
You know...hurt me like you do?
Without a second thought...
Without a care in the world.
Here i am....trusting you with what little i have reserved.
SO i'm not the morally best
Nor am i the smartest
or funniest
or Prettiest....
But i'm good for something right?
I mean...i am....right?
I hope so...
She told me that somewhere in life i had learned that people are never going to be dependable
And that i clammered onto everything that i could
If only for a second
And when the dependability broke....
I broke...
I am broken....
Do i care?
Do you care?
Will you ever care?
Here i am...the cowardly lion
Waiting for someone to tell me where to go next...
Be it hell
or something better
Here i am....
Maybe i'm wrong...
Maybe i ask for to much
Maybe i'm just way to sensitive...
Maybe i just suck at life and should quit trying
Ooops...to late
I quit trying the day i was born....
I'm sorry, i'm so sorry. I try not to blow my lid...
I really do...
I try
I hold it in.
I'm sorry
God i cant stop shaking.
When you cant see the light at the end of the tunnel...close your eyes, and wait for the light at your window....
Down
Down
Down
Down....
And down...a little more
Here i am...i am helpless in my own skin.
I am dependant on everything but me.
I am nothing in my own life.
But believe me...you are everything.
And i cant stand the way you do it.
You know...hurt me like you do?
Without a second thought...
Without a care in the world.
Here i am....trusting you with what little i have reserved.
SO i'm not the morally best
Nor am i the smartest
or funniest
or Prettiest....
But i'm good for something right?
I mean...i am....right?
I hope so...
She told me that somewhere in life i had learned that people are never going to be dependable
And that i clammered onto everything that i could
If only for a second
And when the dependability broke....
I broke...
I am broken....
Do i care?
Do you care?
Will you ever care?
Here i am...the cowardly lion
Waiting for someone to tell me where to go next...
Be it hell
or something better
Here i am....
Maybe i'm wrong...
Maybe i ask for to much
Maybe i'm just way to sensitive...
Maybe i just suck at life and should quit trying
Ooops...to late
I quit trying the day i was born....
I'm sorry, i'm so sorry. I try not to blow my lid...
I really do...
I try
I hold it in.
I'm sorry
God i cant stop shaking.
When you cant see the light at the end of the tunnel...close your eyes, and wait for the light at your window....