still perfect

[freespeachzoned]

still in love
after all these years
and never once togetether
'because i always have'
is no longer good enough
to explain these thoughts
perfect for me
in every way
because you always have been
you understand my words
before they've been spoken
your smile makes time stand still
you see when my grin
doesn't quite reach
my lonely eyes
and you grab my hand
and we skip away
from all the others
and all the pain
to our special place
that isn't really
a place at all
so much as just the air
we breathe together
you love halloween
as much as i
and you share
my goofy
(childish)
sense of humor
i'm happiest when
im watching cartoons
and lying in your arms
when we talk online
and you're more enthralled
with the history channel than me
i must admit
that hurts
but then i say those three words
and i get in response
'you know i don't use that word'
and everything's all better
because in your lil land
that phrase means
'i love you
and i'm too afraid to tell you'
which, who can blame you
the last(first) time those words
were uttered between us
our worlds collapsed
our circle of friends vanished
and even our friendship vanished
because of the stress
and drama
of high school
but we're not in high school
anymore
and you don't have
to be afraid
because you're perfect
for me
and i love you
and i know you love me too
so i guess the only thing left
the question standing in the way
is
am i
still perfect
for you?