When I have a brand new hairdo, with my eyelashes all in curl, I float as the clouds on air do...
Rejected for three different jobs in two weeks. (Though not yet the one I'm really holding out for.) Have to do more revisions on my dissertation which I was expecting but still, God, it's 40 pages already and it's only half done and it's haaaarrrrrd.
Everyone else is traveling, having fun, having exciting things to do or to look forward to...
And do you want to know what I dreamed last night?! I dreamed my uncle sexually molested me while a variety of television characters sat around the dinner table and did nothing to help me while I cried. How bizarre and horrifying is that?! What kind of person dreams that?!?! (To stave off any frantic comments, no, I was never molested as a kid. Or an adult.)
But oh, COME ON, Missy. It's not that bad. I mean, I did step on the scales today and find that I've lost five more pounds. So that's somewhere in the 35-pound range, officially. (Though I think it's more like the 40-pound range because before I went to the doctor in November, I tried to lose a few pounds beforehand.) This means I am now approximately 15% lighter.
And Brooke White and Amanda Overmeyer are both in the top 12 and Danny Fucking-Douchebag Noriega is gone gone GONE! Pull it together, Ramiele, you didn't really think you had a chance with him, did you?!
Yes. My cheer-me-up thoughts are about weight loss and pop culture TV. I AM SUCH A GIRL.
Everyone else is traveling, having fun, having exciting things to do or to look forward to...
And do you want to know what I dreamed last night?! I dreamed my uncle sexually molested me while a variety of television characters sat around the dinner table and did nothing to help me while I cried. How bizarre and horrifying is that?! What kind of person dreams that?!?! (To stave off any frantic comments, no, I was never molested as a kid. Or an adult.)
But oh, COME ON, Missy. It's not that bad. I mean, I did step on the scales today and find that I've lost five more pounds. So that's somewhere in the 35-pound range, officially. (Though I think it's more like the 40-pound range because before I went to the doctor in November, I tried to lose a few pounds beforehand.) This means I am now approximately 15% lighter.
And Brooke White and Amanda Overmeyer are both in the top 12 and Danny Fucking-Douchebag Noriega is gone gone GONE! Pull it together, Ramiele, you didn't really think you had a chance with him, did you?!
Yes. My cheer-me-up thoughts are about weight loss and pop culture TV. I AM SUCH A GIRL.